valentine????

     There are times when i feel tired and bored with machines. like there's nothing in the world that i can do except spend lots of money on things that i shouldnt have or the things that i could have done but didn't. For example, supposed today i should have repaired the lower arm coz my car's handling are a complete disaster right now but yet, i spend the money on a spare map sensor that i could get later on. Then came the part where i had to go to chop shop to find things or part that is maybe second or last on the priority list and maybe that thing really isnt appropriate like the evo carpet that i bought for RM 50. My God, what a waste of precious money thrown away when the paper bills are on its turmoil and i should be getting gold instead of metal thrash..,.but then again, people will be celbrating valentine's day ( like i celebrate..huh) and that car is like a lover to me before i met the right person as my wife..totally, we had lots of history and common things that we did together, running away from police, hanging with chicks ( what a moronic days ), colliding with a garbage truck and lots of things that couldnt be written coz there's so much to say but not enough space.So, was it worth it to spend lots of money at this piece of metal and yet, today waking up feeling like a loser.?.because the people that i've known way back then buys luxorious home, bought BMW's and EK's and have businesses and etc. In short, they've improved but me..still on the same level of awareness, living a huhaha kinda lifestyle, dont give damn about politics and living in the satellite of my own...my own earth...

    well,  i suppose that these short period of my life will end in harmony..maybe i blew up on my earth life and i never ever want to regret the afterlife.So i think it's time to stick to GOd as my savior and do the things that humans should have done as a servant of God. But Motorsports are still motorsports. When all of this is over , i knew that there's friends to hold on to and the people that stands by as a team..
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   ( a letter from a mivec friend of mine who have just been tired recently after getting married. let's hope he enjoys his life with his wife but damn it Jay..dont sell your car for that Toyota..hahaha)

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couple of days ago, i went to Perlis to see my friend got married. On the way we went to Baling, Kedah to take a hot bath there. On the way we saw many cool cars and some of them are so 'langsi" ( bad attitude). I remember a car with a Penang plate tailgate and rev his car behind my back and because we are not into the mood, we just let it go for a while. He kept revving and revving until he passed us. Because my brother in law drove the car that night, i thought he'd let the car go..to my surprised he chose to give it a kick. We give him a good one alright but that dude i think got angry with us and decided to bypass us on the left. there's this man on the left lane talking on the phone and that car almost hit him and i told my brother in law, "dude ..enough..someone's gonna get killed tonight if u continue the pursuit.."..
      Attitude...that's the major problem that we Malysians need to deal with. Yeah, go on, race on the road but race with brains. There's other people on the road too. I wonder what might happen if that car really hit that man...would it be worth it? So when i went back home i told about the incident to my friend and he told me .."dude, Penang is all about guts and whether you ,have courage or not. They dont care about engines, all they care is who have guts and who chickens out first. You lost that day dude.."..and i said "wei... i dont care about winning or losing.motorsport is about making friends after a whacking session..not about being a  complete dumb ass..". my friend said ."you can say what you want man but over there it's just who have balls..."and the time really came when on the way back, an accident occured. Guess what, those who have balls are the ones crying seeing their machines all messed up..talking about who have big balls here...hehehe
      To tell the truth, i hate people tailgating. Even a BMW dont tailgate people closely. tailgating causes accidents. but i love to see people who tailgate get to eat smoke..coz they have the advantage from behind. so, back to basic, there's no replacement for displacement. Sometimes smaller cc's tailgate big cc's car and it would have been fun to mess with them but even sometimes you got beaten back..hehe.seems like we underestimate those smaller cc's.. but in the end, we make friends. that's the fun in it..heh.but, involving in street race there's a lot to think about. The roads, the traffic, peoples and so on and it would not be cool if the fun is spoiled with a tiny mistakes. some cars love to whack other people engines. because their cars are factory tuned, they intend to make modified car owners pissed off and pursuit until their engines blow. been there.some like to pissed people off by hitting the brakes during high speed, some even show the F sign after being beaten..what the hell.So the conclusion, just play safe on the road please!!!