valentine????

     There are times when i feel tired and bored with machines. like there's nothing in the world that i can do except spend lots of money on things that i shouldnt have or the things that i could have done but didn't. For example, supposed today i should have repaired the lower arm coz my car's handling are a complete disaster right now but yet, i spend the money on a spare map sensor that i could get later on. Then came the part where i had to go to chop shop to find things or part that is maybe second or last on the priority list and maybe that thing really isnt appropriate like the evo carpet that i bought for RM 50. My God, what a waste of precious money thrown away when the paper bills are on its turmoil and i should be getting gold instead of metal thrash..,.but then again, people will be celbrating valentine's day ( like i celebrate..huh) and that car is like a lover to me before i met the right person as my wife..totally, we had lots of history and common things that we did together, running away from police, hanging with chicks ( what a moronic days ), colliding with a garbage truck and lots of things that couldnt be written coz there's so much to say but not enough space.So, was it worth it to spend lots of money at this piece of metal and yet, today waking up feeling like a loser.?.because the people that i've known way back then buys luxorious home, bought BMW's and EK's and have businesses and etc. In short, they've improved but me..still on the same level of awareness, living a huhaha kinda lifestyle, dont give damn about politics and living in the satellite of my own...my own earth...

    well,  i suppose that these short period of my life will end in harmony..maybe i blew up on my earth life and i never ever want to regret the afterlife.So i think it's time to stick to GOd as my savior and do the things that humans should have done as a servant of God. But Motorsports are still motorsports. When all of this is over , i knew that there's friends to hold on to and the people that stands by as a team..
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   ( a letter from a mivec friend of mine who have just been tired recently after getting married. let's hope he enjoys his life with his wife but damn it Jay..dont sell your car for that Toyota..hahaha)